.:| i'm HappY beCause it's FriDaY... |:.

ohhh...finally it's Friday...i love it because i don't have to wake up early tomorrow...no need to get ready for class...no need to walk early in the morning but i might be walking to the gym tomorrow...hihi...that's my routine...not only mine but i think for the whole 4th year students here...we manage to walk to the hospital instead of taking a bus...abis la bankrup syarikat bas lepas ni...hihi...

i slept late last night...i think i slept around 3 am in the moring...all because of endocrine...had to finish the case report (i got a patient with diabetes mellitus type 1), had to do 2 presentations (Turner n Klinefelter syndromes) and had to do an individual work...i had to pass up all of them by today...uhhh....i have an exam for endocrine on monday and that means i need to study during the weekend...oh no...

just now i thought i wanna go out but i had to cancel the plan because i feel a bit dizzy...i think it's because i didn't get enough sleep and rest last night...rase macam nak tido je sekarang tapi i ni jenis tak tido siang unless kalo memang dah tak larat sangat...besenye akan bersengkang mate je sampai ke malam...huhu....

today i wanna cook nasi kerabu for my dinner...dah lame tak makan...aritu untuk 2 ari berturut2 makan sup tulang yang sememangnya tulang sahaja n daging yang sangat ciput...nasib baik la ade kentang...uhhh....

.:: exhausted n tagged ::.

today after abis kelas, i went to rinak by walking...sekarang ni pegi kelas pun ari2 jalan kaki...nak jimat la katekan sebab kalo ari2 naik bas memang pokai la n one more thing, tempat2 kat cni takde la jauh sangat..sekadar jalan dalam 30 minit je...at least leh bakar kalori jugak...hihi...

cakap pasal jalan ke rinak tengahari tadi...i was so exhausted after all sampai menitiskan air mata...rase macam dah abis tenaga...seyess...nak naik bas dah lebih half way jalan kaki...bazir je rase...jalan je la pelan2...takde penyakit cari penyakit...besenye ok je kalo jalan tapi sejak 2-3 ari ni rase cam tak berape sihat je...tekak ni rase cam pahit je...makan pun makin sikit...sebab tu kot takde tenaga...ehmm...sampai je rinak terus pegi bantai plov ngan shaslik..nikmat tul rase...lepas tu terus hepi sebab dah ade energy...haha

sekarang ni tengah cycle endorine...so far ok la...isnin ni exam...nak kene siapkan case report lagi...leceh la pulak case report untuk subjek ni...banyak sangat songelnye...subjek lain nyer case report takde la leceh camni...sabar je la...

aritu kene tagged ngan balqis...ingat tak nak buat tapi sebab dah takde keje, buat je la...sorry ek balqis...lambat ckit...hihi

camni bunyi tagged nyer...
The rules are:

1. Take a screenshot of your desktop without moving/closing any of the windows
2. Tag 5 people!

so, here's my desktop background...cute tak?!! hehe...
i think i don't wanna tag anyone...

ok...nak makan lak...arini sup tulang ngan nasi je...dah banyak sangat tulang2 yang tak dimasak...arini kira membantai tulang je la...jangan lepas ni badan pun tinggal tulang udah ler...hikhik...

.:| IF ONLY |:.

IF ONLY
by someone

If only I could make you see
how much you mean to me
If only I could make you see
how special you make me feel

If only I could make you see
how perfect you are to me
If only I could make you see
how loving you does feel

If only I could make you see
how much you make me smile
If only I could make you see
how much I want you to be mine

If only I could make you see
that my love for you is real
If only I could make you see
that this is like a dream

If only you could make me see
that you are really real
If only you could make me see
that this is not just a dream

If only you could see these things through my eyes and mind
If only you could feel these things through my heart and soul

If All these Ifs may come true
you would finally see
that you're really meant for me
my endless love to be

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i've found the poem above in the internet..it is really a nice poem...i like the phrase IF ONLY I COULD MAKE YOU SEE n why i like it?!! juz because i.......

bercakap pasal IF ONLY ni, i penah tengok movie IF ONLY...dah 2 kali i tengok citer ni...1st time dulu tak ingat la bile tapi kalo tak silap time 1st or 2nd year..n 2nd time i tengok citer mase bulan lepas...citer ni sangat best n touching...i suke satu lagu dalam citer tu...tajuk lagu tu TAKE MY HEART BACK...n lagu ni jadi lagu untuk blog i sekarang ni...

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TAKE MY HEART BACK

It'll be alright
You said
Tommorrow
Don't you cry
Don't you shed a tear
When you wake up
I will still be here
When you wake up
We'll battle all your fears
And now I'll...

Take my heart back
Leave your pictures on the floor
Steal back my memories
I can't take it anymore
I've cried my eyes out
Oh, and now I face the years
The way you loved me
Vanished all the tears

Just a little more time was all we needed
Just a little time for me to see
Oh, the light that life can give you
Oh, how it could set you free
So now I'll...

Take my heart back
Leave your pictures on the floor
Steal back my memories
I can't take it anymore
I've cried my eyes out
Oh,and now I face the years
The way you loved me
Vanished all the tears

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jiwang la pulak....tengah jiwa kacau la katekan...ehmm...nape pulak yer?!! biarlah rahsia...hihi...

petang tadi after zohor i pegi gym lagi...kali ni banyak buat sit-up...abis la..mesti nanti sakit kat bahagian abdomen ni time nak baring n bangun dari katil...ouchhh....

arini tamat la sudah cycle Therapy untuk sem ni...jumpe lagi next sem...n esok cycle baru akan bermula..ENDORINOLOGY pulak...katenye department ni cam psyco ckit tapi pe2 pun terpaksa la hadapi jugak demi mase depan....uhhh...

ok la...nak dinner pulak...lapar...sari suntuk tak makan...menu arini simple je..ikan goreng, labu masak lemak, sambal, salad n nasi putih...till then..tata...

.:| My wEeKeNd |:.

ohhh...today was a very busy day for me...woke up late in the morning n actually wasn't that late...after taking bath, i went out to the FOXMART coz i wanted to buy something there...guess what i bought?!! a pair of DUMBBELLS for my biceps n triceps...hihi...

balik dari Foxmart, terus solat n bersiap untuk kuar sekali lagi...kali ni ke mane pulak yer?!! haa...petang tadi ade pertandingan bola jaring antara usrah...actually i takde la minat sangat bola jaring ni sebab pergerakan terbatas n i tak pernah main pun...so, tadi sempat la mencuba main jugak,siap jadi CENTER lagi time 2nd half...1st half tak main...nak ketawa pun ade time main tu sebab taktau main...haha...

balik dari netball, terus bersiap untuk masak pulak...arini i masak soto n disebabkan terlebih rajin,i buat kek batik sekali...huhu...

esok dah start kelas balik...cycle THERAPY untuk sem ni tinggal dua hari je lagi n rabu ni cycle baru akan bermula n it's gonna be ENDOCRINOLOGY...malam ni nak kene study la jawabnya....uhhh...

semalam mase kat gym ade program ape ntah kat tempat aerobic...tengok iklan yang ditampal kat luar gym tu pasal promotion kelas tarian untuk orang dewasa n ramai jugak golongan wanita yang datang...time tu ade la pulak pertunjukan model2 yang pakaiannye tidaklah begitu senonoh pada pandangan mata kasar...taktau la ape motif diorg berpakaian cam gitu..nak kate untuk pakai time menari rasenye tak sesuai kot...ehm..then ade la pulak tarian gelek arab...kuat jugak diorg pasang lagu arab...abis je tarian gelek,datang balik model2 tu..kali lain pulak pakaiannye tapi still ntah ape2...abis part model,datang la pulak sorang laki black ni..die pakai pakaian ala2 firaun...siap topeng firaun lagi...taktau pertunjukan ape yang die buat kat dalam tempat aerobic tu tapi yang pasti mase die kuar sume pakaian dah takde,hanya tinggal pakaian dalam jer......memang taktau malu langsung...ape la sebenarnye program semalam tuh...pelik pun ade...ehmm...

.:: kEreNAh ruSsiAN ::.

Pejam celik pejam celik dah pertengahan November rupenye...dah lame tak update blog ni..

Sekarang ni tengah cycle THERAPY,an interesting subject..tapi hanya seminggu je cycle therapy untuk sem ni..n sem ni belaja tentang Respiratory System..agak susah jugak sebab nak kene kaitkan sume teori yang pernah belaja dulu n one more thing banyak benda yang dah blaja dulu dah lupe n nk refresh balik memang susah..ehmm..hope everything will be ok n semoga dipermudah kan semuanya..AMIN..

Ok..berbalik pada tajuk entry,kali ni nk citer ckit pasal kerenah masyarakat tempatan kat cni..i live in the south n most of the populations here are Russian n Tatarian..n Russian2 kt cni adalah pelarian zaman perang time soviet union dulu n they are more into Russia than Ukraine..but Russian n Ukrainian are still the same..huhu..

Ehmm..banyak pulak introduction nyer..ni nak citer tentang kerenah russian yang berlaku kat diri sendiri baru2 ni..

Cerita #1
on the way balik hostel..dah smpai hostel dah mase tu cuma tak sampai bilik lagi..kuar dari lif n berjalan la menuju ke bilik n hostel ni ade 2 parts n yang menjadi penghubung adalah hall kecik kt tengah2 tu..lalu la kat hall tu..kuar je dari hall tu tetibe ade makcik tukang cuci lantai duk marah2 i..tetibe je..n i couldn't understand why..nak kate sebab tapak kasut berbunyi mungkin jugak..nak kate i bejalan kt tempat die baru mop mungkin jugak..taktau yang mane satu tapi yang pasti i buat tak layan je..kalau la i buat salah tegur la elok2,ni tak terus tengking je..geram pun ade..tapi nak wat camner,dah typical russian memang camtu..

Cerita #2
mase kat hospital baru..mase tu tengah rehat n i bawak la bekal spageti goreng n duduk kat kerusi kt luar kelas tu..tengah2 makan tu,datang sorang makcik tukang cuci ni..aiisey..tukang cuci lagi..die halau kitorg n tak bagi makan kat situ..bukan kitorg kotorkan pun..lagipun what's the point letak kerusi kat situ?! geram punye pasal,terus hilang selera..

Kalo nak citer pasal perangai diorg ni memang banyak la tapi cukup la 2 kisah tu dulu..russian memang camtu...EGO,BERLAGAK BAGUS,KASAR,SUKE PANDANG RENDAH KAT ORANG LAIN n macam2 lagi..kalau nak tau camner Russian ni,korang tengoklah movie TRANSSIBERIAN..i myself not yet watch the movie..juz forward2 je n dari situ dah boleh tau filem tu memang berkisar tentang TYPICAL RUSSIAN..maybe malam ni nak tengok citer tu..ingat semalam nak tengok tapi dah tersangkut kt PRISON BREAK la pulak n i memang tengok citer ni since 1st season lagi..berkenan kat MICHAEL SCOFFIELD la katekan..hahaha..

Ok..nak bersiap2 pulak..pasni nk pegi conference pasal ECG..pastu nak pegi gym..tata..have a nice weekend..

.::it's NoveMbeR...::.

it's already November...wah...kejapnye mase berlalu...terase cam baru je balik dari mesia...tup tup dah 2 bulan kat sini...uhhh...

tapi yang peliknye tahun ni walaupun dah mencecah ke bulan november,cuaca still tak sejuk lagi...besenye kalo tahun2 lepas,time2 sekarang ni mesti dah kene pakai jaket...tapi setakat ni hanya pakai sweater je...kalo kuar pun memang sangat panas ngan matahari yang panas terik sampai tak boleh bukak mate....suhu pun belum mencecah bawah 10 celcius lagi...memang terasa pelik jugak...ehmm...

so..arini ari sabtu...nak buat ape yer?!! still tak tau lagi...bangun pun lambat...tengok la maybe nak kuar kot pasni...juz maybe....huhu