.::"Why Me..?!!"::.

last night i tengok citer 1 Litre of Tears (1LOT) for a second time...walaupun tgk citer ni utk kali ke-2 tapi air mata ni tetap nk kuar jugak membasahi pipi...so sad n so touching.,.(T_T)

1LOT is based on true story...a girl named Aya who died in 1988 at the age of 25 after suffering from a disease called spinocerebellar ataxia for about 10 years...

spinocerebellar ataxia ni merupakan salah satu penyakit genetic characterized by abnormal brain function which leads to poor coordination of hands,speech,eye movement n also balance...a person with this disease may progressively lose physical control but retains full mental capacity...n this disease is incurable until now...ehmm..

dalam 1LOT ni,Aya was detected with this disease after she fell down on the road n mase die jatuh tu,Aya x halang pun mukanya dengan tangan smpai dagunya luka...maknya memang dah lame nmpak perubahan pada diri Aya coz b4 this,Aya selalu menjatuhkan barang yg dipegangnya...then,after she did her medical check-up,the doctor told her that she had spinocerebellar ataxia..pada mulanya Aya memang x bole terima n selalu berkata "Why me?!!" but the doctor said "anggaplah ianya sebagai diary..."

sejak tu Aya mula menulis diary tentang dirinya serta penyakit yg dihidapinya...all of her diaries disusun dalam satu novel called 1 litre of tears...it was published after her death n dijual hampir 18 million copies in Japan...


Aya yg pada mulanya sgt aktif bersukan akhirnya terbaring di atas katil tanpa bole membuat ape2...

The true Aya