.::A cHiLd caLLed 'iT'::.

arini cuaca agak panas...pagi tadi i pegi 7th hospital coz i nak amik signature utk subjek Internal Disease...after that,kitorg pegi makan shaslik kat depan hospital tuh...dah lame tak makan..memandangkan ari ni kira last la pegi sane utk sem ni so,makan je la shaslik tuh...huhu...pastu kitorg pegi supermaket Furshet,beli barang2 utk BBQ nanti...abis beli barang,terus balik hostel...penat jugak la...

semalam i abiskan bace novel yg baru dibeli tuh...kisahnya amat menyedihkan...novel "a child called 'IT'" by Dave Pelzer ni adalah kisah benar berdasarkan pengalaman penulisnya sendiri yang didera oleh ibunya...cara dia didera sangatlah kejam...uhhh...

cara mak dia dera adalah dgn tak bagi dia makan...tapi mak dia hanya dera dia sorg je...lagi 4 adik-beradik yg lain tak kena ape2 pun...dia ni kira cam tak dianggap family member pun...sume keje rumah dia kene buat...pastu ade timing lak tuh utk setiap keje yg dibuat...uhh...ayah dia pun tak boleh nak buat ape2...bila dah kelaparan,dia sampai curi makanan bdk2 kat sekolah...ade satu ari tu,dia curi sausage kat peti ais kantin sekolah...dia makan dgn lahapnya...sampai rumah,mak dia suruh dia jolok tgn kat throat dia coz mak dia nak check samaada dia makan pe2 ke tak..bila dah camtu,termuntahlah dia segala isi perut yang ade...bila dah camtu,mak dia ni suruh dia makan balik muntah dia tuh...eiii...time makan,dia hanya perhati dari jauh je...yg lain makan sama2 kat meja makan...dah abis diorg makan,dia kene basuh sume pinggan n dia hanya makan saki-baki makanan yg dibuang dlm tong sampah tanpa pengetahuan mak dia..tapi bila mak dia tau yg dia curi makanan kat tong sampah,mak dia buat plan lain pulak...bila time cuci tandas,mak dia akan tuangkan ammonia n chlorox kat dalam bilik air tu n dgn sengaja mak dia tutup pintu bilik air n biar dia berseorangan mencuci toilet tu without any ventilation...uhhh...lagi mak dia rendamkan kepala dia dalam air sejuk...suruh dia mandi ngan air sejuk...dia hanya tido kat garage je...memang macam hamba mak dia buat...x diberi makanan,dipaksa makan tahi n muntah la,daging basi la,minum chlorox n ammonia n macam2 lagi...pastu teruk pulak dipukul sane sini..abis bruise satu badan...memang sgt dahsyat...

lepas dah bis bace novel tuh,i saje suh k.fifi search kat tenet pasal Dave Pelzer ni..tup...tup..terjumpa la petikan ni kat website Oprah "Out of 38,000 cases of child abuse in California, Dave Pelzer's was judged the third worst"


REVIEW OF A CHILD CALLED 'IT'

This book chronicles the unforgettable account of one of the most severe child abuse cases in California history. It is the story of Dave Pelzer, who was brutally beaten and starved by his emotionally unstable, alcoholic mother: a mother who played tortuous, unpredictable games—games that left him nearly dead. He had to learn how to play his mother's games in order to survive, because she no longer considered him a son, but a slave; and no longer a boy, but an "it."

Dave's bed was an old army cot in the basement, and his clothes were torn and raunchy. When his mother allowed him the luxury of food, it was nothing more than spoiled scraps that even the dogs refused to eat. The outside world knew nothing of his living nightmare. He had nothing and no one to turn to, but his dreams kept him alive—dreams of someone taking care of him, loving him and calling him their son.